Voices Heard: A Passion Project Story

A sad fact of substance use disorder is how it robs the sufferer of so much joy. Hobbies that once seemed to drive the sufferer fall quickly to the wayside. Often, intoxication is so mingled with activities and hobbies that people in recovery wonder whether they will ever be able to enjoy anything, much less branch into new areas. 

In our Transitional Living program, we’ve learned that a bored and disinterested resident typically doesn’t thrive in recovery. With that in mind, our Passion Projects initiative is working hard to facilitate our clients positive aspirations, and nowhere is that more evident than with our more musically-inclined residents.

Music plays an important role in our everyday lives, and so it naturally is ever present in our program. Whether music is playing in the van on the way to a 12-step meeting, is a part of a programmed activity, or one of the residents is selecting their favorite lofi mix for study hall, there’s always some sort of soundtrack unfolding on our campus. For some of our residents, listening to music isn’t enough. They feel a drive to create it.

Spearheading one of our first Passion Projects were two residents with a talent for hip-hop. At first just close friends with similar music tastes, they turned what was initially a fun pastime into something much more. Program Facilitator Caleb Barnhart saw the dynamic these two residents were achieving and knew it could motivate them further. 

“Recovery is both essential and fantastic for these guys, but it’s not something they can just talk about 24/7,” says Caleb. “I saw how excited and inventive these guys got while making music, and knew it was something we could use to push them in the right direction.”

Hooking the guys up with studio time and pragmatic goals to reach in exchange for meeting programming expectations turned out to be exactly the type of incentive they needed. Now independently living in the city of Raleigh, we’re happy to report that this artistic endeavor and the friendship that supports it continues.

A newer resident, Jack, is not someone who initially considered treatment as someplace to have fun. But when Jack heard about the Passion Projects initiative, he found himself feeling excited because he did have a passion he wanted to pursue. Jack reached out to Caleb and asked if Green Hill would be willing to connect him with a vocal coach to assist him with singing training. Of course, we were thrilled to do that.

Jack with his vocal instructor, practicing harmonizing.

Jack values his vocal lessons not only for the instruction, but the time it offers him to reflect. “Practicing singing helps me disconnect from whatever stressful environment I find myself in,” says Jack. “When I practice my passion, I feel like it’s aiding my mental and spiritual health. I like the lessons because they provide an outside connection, and my teacher is someone fantastic to talk to.”

In addition to providing a healthy outlet, Jack believes his vocal lessons have helped him become more invested in his recovery, feel more balanced, and able to identify more with other people in recovery, including other residents. Jack and one of our other residents, Garrett, have begun collaborating musically, Garrett playing guitar while Jack handles vocals. And now Garrett is taking vocal lessons himself and is loving it.

This is one of the greatest possible outcomes of a Passion Project, two residents from very different worlds now share a passion to reflect and build on. 

Most recovery solutions rely on one overarching principle: Success cannot be achieved alone. People in recovery must help each other, build a community, and foster healthy meaningful relationships. Our music-inspired Passion Projects are a great example of this happening in real time.

In both of these stories, we saw clients bond with someone else in early recovery and collectively focus on a passion that was not only healthy, but had depth and weight. These motivated young men have now reignited a lost passion, and decided to make it a foundational part of their new life in sobriety. 

Photo Finish: A Passion Project Story

A Maryland native with supportive parents, Matt’s life seemed to have all the ingredients for success. Unfortunately, experimentation with drugs at age 16 led to a long and costly battle with substance use disorder (SUD). Eventually arriving at Green Hill via another treatment program, Matt was reintroduced to an interest he thought he’d left behind.

Initially introduced to photography in a high school class, any passions Matt might have had fell by the wayside as his addiction deepened. “In my active addiction, I knew no passion or ambition,” says Matt. “These were entirely foreign concepts to me. The idea people could love doing something with no ulterior motives or have the energy and attitude to pursue something they loved seemed preposterous.”

Matt’s potential skills in photography were spotted early on by Program Facilitator and in-house photographer, Caleb Barnhart. Caleb, as part of our Passion Project initiative, coordinated with the rest of the Green Hill programming staff and Matt’s parents to help foster Matt’s interest. Giving him weekly assignments in a variety of formats, making equipment recommendations and taking him to interesting locations to shoot, Caleb’s hard work and dedication turned Matt’s passing interest into a true passion. 

“Caleb has done more than I ever expected,” says Matt. “His advice is often interchangeable between photography and living sober. He’s shown me that life has so much more to offer than getting high everyday, to the point where my previous need to find enjoyment in substances seems laughable.”

More than just a hobby, Matt’s passion for photography has added an extra dimension to our programming opportunities. Whether it’s a trip to the skate park, a day trip to the Eno River or any of our many outdoor athletic activities, Matt can often be found posing residents, capturing the action on his camera, and giving friends tips and tricks to better capture images for their social media accounts. 

It’s not unusual for staff to find Matt constructing a lightbox or editing images on his computer in his free time. Matt’s passion and dedication to a creative activity have inspired not just residents, but programming staff as well to more constructively use the time they’ve gained through freedom from substance use.

Perhaps most exciting of all, Matt’s photographs have gained acclaim not just from our own community, but businesses and institutions in the area. The North Carolina Museum of History, upon seeing an image Matt shot of residents there, asked to utilize the photo for their own social media marketing. Most recently, Matt has landed his first paying gig as a photographer, shooting menu items for an up-and-coming North Carolina-based restaurant franchise.

Whether it remains simply a healthy pastime or develops into a full-fledged career, at Green Hill, we’re simply proud to have been a small part of this man finding himself in something other than damaging behaviors. It’s our sincere hope that through clinical support, our programming staff and the Passion Project initiative, every participant in the Green Hill Model of recovery can ultimately reorient themselves down a healthier, more holistic path of passion and service.

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Introducing the Passion Projects Initiative

At Green Hill, we believe that there is no one size fits all approach to treatment. A successful life in recovery, is one that is built on a foundation of purpose and meaning. Our residents must learn how to live a life without alcohol or drugs, and that is no small task. Finding what drives you is a meaningful step in recovery, and one of our staff members has brought a unique approach to this. 

Caleb Barnhart is a Program Facilitator and part of the marketing team. Caleb has found a deep passion for photography, and this hobby has helped keep him sober. Residents love Caleb’s passion and energy, and have been eager to learn from him. 

Upon seeing this, Caleb came up with a unique idea to start having residents work on a Passion Project that gives them an individualized purpose in recovery. Simply put, Caleb helps our residents find and cultivate their ‘thing’.  

Keep reading below as I ask some questions to Caleb about the Passion Project initiative he is developing at Green Hill. 

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Jake: What is a passion project to you? 

Caleb: Passion Projects to me, are activities of creation that foster a feeling of being alive. It’s those moments when you realize you are gaining things back that addiction took away from you.

Jake: How did you get into photography? 

Caleb: My mother was a shutterbug, so we always had cameras around the house. I saw how important capturing moments was to her, and eventually I tried my hand at it. One I started taking creative portraits of other people I fell in love and never looked back. 

Jake: How has it helped your recovery? 

Caleb: In short, it’s my healthy obsession. Photography allows me to pour my impulsive tendencies into self expression. It allows me to connect with others, express myself artistically, focus on something productive, and (most importantly) create instead of consume. Photography is simply mindfulness that you can show others. 

Jake: Why do you want to share Passion Projects with our residents? 

Caleb: Photography was the first thing in my journey to sobriety that made me excited to be alive again. It became such a powerful tool against addiction, trauma, and mental illness that I wanted to share that feeling with others like myself. Obviously everyone isn’t interested in photography, but I thought we could “zoom out” (pun intended) the idea to awaken self expression in others through a variety of activities. 

I focused on the main benefits: connection, expression, and excitement. Passion!

Jake: How do you get a resident to let his guard down and start doing one of these? 

Caleb: Each resident is different. It starts with getting to know them on an intimate and vulnerable level. Ask a lot of questions and listen for the spark; that thing that makes their eyes light up when they talk about it. Whatever makes that spark happen is what I try to organize the Passion Project around, it’s different for each resident. 

Jake: Tell us a story about a Passion Project you have helped with at Green Hill? 

Caleb: I think one of my favorite Passion Projects was supporting two of our residents’ music production projects. I noticed that we had two residents that really enjoyed making the same type of music. After seeing them dedicate weeks of time to their DIY closet studio at Green Hill, I started to see music have the same effect on them that photography has for me.

I proposed the idea to take them to a professional music studio in Raleigh in order to take classes on how to professionally produce the songs that they had been working so hard on. We told the guys that if they met their phase requirements that they would be going to the studio when they phased up! The day we spent at the studio was one of my favorite days at Green Hill. It was extremely rewarding for my own sobriety, and I could see how much it meant to those residents. 

Jake: Do you feel like these projects help our residents in recovery? 

Caleb: Absolutely! I think that anytime you can make someone have an experience that makes them laugh and feel alive while sober, it takes them one step further away from their addiction. For me, if recovery wasn’t fun, I wouldn’t do it. 

Jake: Any future ideas for Passion Projects? 

Caleb: Our future projects coming up will be a trip to Comic-Con for our residents who appreciate comic inspired media and games. The goal here will be to come up with a group cosplay idea. This is to help facilitate a sense of belonging to a community that is not defined by addiction, while simultaneously allowing the residents to actively participate in something that they normally just consume. 

NCSU has a tunnel called the “Free Expression Tunnel”, the plan is to take our artistically inclined residents to go create a graffiti piece (legally). Before leaving, I will prompt the residents with a theme or topic to base their piece on. After word we sit and process the decisions of why each resident made their piece and what it means to them. 

One of my bigger ideas is to teach the guys how to make a short road trip video. NC just opened up their first mountain roller coaster. The plan is to assign each resident a job for the video. Someone working a drone, a GoPro, iPhone, editing software, lighting, production, and being the subject. This allows the residents to not only learn the mechanics of media production, but also learn how to work as a team for a creative and engaging goal. It definitely doesn’t hurt that they get to fly down a mountain on a rollercoaster at the end of it. 

To learn more about Caleb, check out his Meet the Team profile